Speechless.

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along

I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

I won't write again. Not for a long time. Goodbye.

No Idea.

I'm afraid to sleep.


Happiness is a butterfly which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.

Peace&Love.
ias.

hurt isn't real

You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
true.

Such a shame

Ne haragudj amiért nem szóltam kimaradásomról! Túl sok teendő volt a lengyel úttal kapcsolatban, és nem tudtam írni.
Hazaértem, és bepótolom..csak azt nem tudom még, hogy mivel.
Nagyon össze vagy zavarodva. Általaban minden nap jó kedvem van és örülök a szép időnek, a melegnek, imádtam a lengyeleket, a városokat, a csapatot és a kikapcsolódást. Azonban kb. egy hete észrevettem, hogy minden éjjel Ő-vel álmodom. Nagyon rossz érzés, néha sírva kelek fel...nem értem mi történik, de kezdik az álmaim a napjaimat befolyásolni. Hallottam hírét, hogy Ő nagyon jól érzi magát, örül a szabadságnak, visszatalált önmagához...az igazi énjéhez. Mi sem csodásabb, örülök a boldogságának, csak ne kísértene éjjelente.
Erről ennyit, nem érzem még elérkezettnek az időt arra, hogy Ő-ről beszéljünk.
Mára csak ennyit..eléggé brutál rossz lett, de úgyéreztem írnom kell, még akkor is ha nem tudom mit.
Jo éjt, Peace & Love.