well well well

My dear friend,

it has been almost a year (well not really but for the effect I wanted to say that) since my last words intended for you had been put on paper. Because I perfectly know that no one else is going to read my writings, my opportunities are endless to write whatever my naughty soul may suggest. My will to communicate with the world (and by world I mean you my dear diary, blog whatsoever) is really slight but I really want to master some writing skills so I will begin.
First of all I have a ex/new boyfriend - yes, it's youknowwho - and we headed off pretty well, better than I could ever imagine. Yes we had some nasty fights, ugly break ups, romantic make ups and we still do argue but it's really different now. I think we grew up and the angle of viewing this relationship has definitely changed.
It's 2012 and my new year's resolution will help me make this work even better, and by this I mean my relationship with him and myself. I want to be loved by me, by the girl who had never wanted anything else except acceptance from others...well this year, it's an important goal for me, and I will make it! Don't care about the cost, don't care about what could it take. I will do it. And that's why I am writing this mini speech. I need you - yes you, you little monkey - to make this happen. I need your help. I need you to start the accepting Bogi program by reading my entries and understanding me. Thank you very much! Hope to hear from you soon! Love you, Me.